You might have heard of murder ,killing , and all that but to murder your own self is yea not much heard coz its some thing we all do but dont know dont confess and dont want to know even thats how we are or we want to be
how is like to have a huge family of nothing less then 18 huh god ,here it is Mr and misses Bates with 18 kids obviously they cant live in a small house and cant dine any where small even the circle is big
Its like heart is no more the part of body .nothing attracts nothing is making happy ,there is nothing ....i dont know why but i am just no more me my self . All the jubilant nature the wacky style is blown up and i am desperate .Perhaps its the end i believe
oh god no its a hell saying ...when we were born there must be so many people around us when leave huh yea there also lets not get in to the detail but shit dont think to live alone the most hatefull and painfull thing in life i just am scared to hell even thinking about this .
Its the best thing in the world when your parents give you time teach you ,beat you in games, make fun with you .i cant forget the time when my mom and dad together played chess with us and they ist taught us how to play how to do things it really bring tears of joy , love and warmness in my eyes .
My little brothers hormones are changing he is getting ,big and changing i mean more then physically its more mentally ...........oh getting idiot , insolent , voilent , just a pig head ,moron what else i can say about this its a lil natural but we all are suffering this hormonical change in him ...coz we are an easy victim of his anger and foul language .
Every one well dont exactly suffer it ,perhaps this pain is for those who want to make things have life of their choice countered with their own self again and again just to confess .It dont really let you sit and your mind relax more make life hell unless and until you set it free but once its out no one is sure it might ruin the real self .i am scared